Tuesday, July 03, 2007
OK...
Long time no post sia...been kindda busy and lazy i guess...hahah...so dun expect me to update when visiting my blog. =)
We just finished the sec 3 ad camp...was kindda fun if not for all the mosquitoes and the flies at eagle ranch...haha...enjoyed myself luh...a lot of jokers on my bus...hahaha
holidays over ler...i still got a lot of movies i want to watch but time doesnt allow....
Had my council interview which was a bit ridiculous actually...lol...
Well...lifes kindda sucks right now...my friend's pissed at me now and i dunno what i should do to bu3 jiu4...oh well...time will heal...
Anyway.....
Few days ago, i felt something that i had not for a long time...
the feeling of sadness, betrayal and the disappointment in myself...no i'm not being emo, its just that i am certain that i have not got over you 2...it was hard yea know...having lost 2 pple who were once my best of friends to love...its a bit ridiculous actually...more ridiculous would be the fact that i'm actually posting this on blog....ah wel...i dun exactly have anyone to talk to right now....its not as if theres a person who understands the true pain that i went through and going through right now....i just hope that i could be like the past...having not lost everything to love...the past and the future seems so distant now...there is only the present...which is more or less a torture....
I wanna sleep forever,
Someone to talk to,
Someone that knows what i am going through now,
to comfort me and not tell me whats best for me...
is there no such person out there???
BYE!!! =)
i was green-ed at 9:18 PM
