Friday, February 29, 2008
CONGRATS TO NH NETBALLERS FOR GETTING INTO ZONALS FINALS!!!
LOL...
YOU GUYS(GIRLS) HAVE COME A LONG WAY YEA!! GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR MATCH NEXT FRIDAY, 7TH MARCH!
ESPECIALLY TO ROANNA, FEINI, AND BEATRICE (lol...the only netballers i know from my lvl...sorry yea=P )
GIVE IT ALL YOUR BEST YEA!!!
MAKE SURE U COME BACK VICTORIOUS!
GOD BLESS! =D
i was green-ed at 10:37 PM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
My dear Sec 3 Councillors...
I don't care whether u guys lack in skill or what nots. U guys are my friends and that what's matter most to me. I don't care what u can or can't do.
I care as u are my friends. And tts what bonds us together.
NEVER THINK U ARE A DISSAPPOINTMENT TO US. NOT TO ME. U GUYS ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE. COUNCIL OR NOT.
i was green-ed at 11:31 PM
Friday, February 08, 2008
Happy Chinese New Year Peeps!!!
Yea...well...
regarding tt previous post
thanks everyone for your encouragements...
its a bit overdone i think...(the post not you XD)
Besides i'm ok now! =D
P.S: I had the best dream i could every have in my entire life. LOL!
Ciao
Enjoy everyone! haha
i was green-ed at 2:53 PM
Saturday, February 02, 2008
I'm so disappointed in myself now...
everytime i wanna do sthn, my heart tells me to do it, but m y body refuses to do it...Temptation surrounds me....
why can't i do anything right for just one day of my freaking life...
am i living in my own world of lies?
or isit just plain self denial?
I hate my job at school...
this president thing...
everyday i face pple who knows NOTHING about me.
who ONLY knows how to guai lan me...
is there no one out there who knows who i truely am? who i am not WHAT i am? everytime you call me tt stupid name, i only smile. I accept who i am, my responsibilities, all the stress that comes with it. but is there no one out there who knows me as a friend? calls me John? i'm not kidding when i said i lost all meaning of the word "fun"
does anyone even remember who i once was? have you all forgotten?
anyone still can tell my mood by the look on my face? No?
tsk...
i feel used everyday...
though i serve, i serve willingly, not through forces means...
i have a limit...and i've seen how i blow when someone cross that line...it sucks and i do not wish for that to happen...cus when it does it sucks...
who you see everyday is all but a lie. a lie i've been living in too long.
but please don't get me wrong my dear fellow councillors. i still love the council. you guys are my friends. though not very close friends. but u guys are dependable, trust worthy and fun to be around with.
jezz...its playing "it ends tonight" by the all american rejects...maybe this lie should end tonight...
the pain is still inside...
melodie was right...
wounds of the heart doesn't heal...given tt amount of time, given that you've been hurt twice.
i'm not those guys who play with feelings like soccer or bastketballs. i treet feelings of my friends and those whom i love like books. all which i treasure and fuss when it gets dirty or bent...
tsk...such an emo post i think...not that i like it...
i wanna be free...not bound to the very confines of these four walls...
this is not the life i want to live...all these pent up frustrations...
how to vent them out?
its a wonder how selfish people can get sometimes. they think that the whole world revolves around them...
well tell u what guys...THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND U.
wake up please...this is reality.
stop running from your responsibilites, face them.
everything you do, everything you say, affects everyone around you, not just you only.
stop thinking of yourself.
Do you know how many people you've hurt.
Do you know how it breaks my heart as a senior to see my friends and juniors suffer? have you seen the comments they've made?
they gladly take the responsibility for what they've said. and yet you gladly walk on with your life while we lie by the road and lick our wounds made by your passing.
everything has a cause and and effect. i don't care whether you;re running away from it, i don't care whether you're afraid of it. at least face it. at least know that we, i, as a friend, will gladly throw down whatever i'm doing just to be by your side to help you face whatever you're going through.
my heart is torn to a million pieces...
glad that i'm not hyperventilating like bella.
though i'm not better of than her...
you disappoint me...
by your lack of judgement of friends...
of all the people, i thought u had a better judgement of friends...
apparently i was wrong...
my best friends in 407 all have the same comments.
i thought u would've seen the world in a larger view...
apparently...not...
i was too naive...
perhaps its just plain bonding within the class...
maybe we're all just blind...to become who we wanna be...
but do know...
by doing that, you'll be lying to yourself...
never will you be yourself...
welcome to my life everyone...
this is the real me...
the john you know...is a lie at school....
at home...
i'm just a normal human...
seeking a road in this life on mine...
i was green-ed at 10:57 PM